all u need is love says Moulin Rouge

Have been thinking about this for the last few days.  Im sure everyone is familiar with the song from Moulin Rouge “All u need is love…..” and it pretty much says it all i think.  actually lol i dont know all the lyrics but i think it says it all in that sentence. 

staying with friends for the last month and they just been loving and loving and loving me.. and it changes u as a person.  living in a home full of love makes u love back- u can’t not.

love changes what u believe. what u think about urself and others.  love helps u to see past peoples flaws and mistakes and u just see the good in people.  i think lol.   think i need to LOVE sum more on people.  love my friends and family better.  love the people i most care about.  love is putting someone else b4 u- so ur not the number 1.  i think love can heal the world… and make it a better place.  4 u and for me and the entire human race LOL good ol’ michael jackson what a legend!  he says it all. 

gtg now, watching Aust Idol and finding it rather mean what the judges are saying and how they critisize so much. 

corina

and the truth will set u free…so whats truth?

Been thinking a lot this week.  About life and being here and purpose and meaning and love.  it really goes to show that love always triumphs over evil.  was sitting in charlies 2 weeks ago and tripping out becos of sum meds, and i realised that what i wanted from life was far from just sitting in this hospital bed.  so i made the choice to change, and just trust that God will somehow bring me thru, and he has.  i ask myself what is truth?  is what i believe the truth or am i living in a world of deception.  and i had been living lies for a very long time.  but its a new season, and i know that the only truth that exists is God’s truth.  and his truth = love.  unfailing, unfathomable, overcoming love that doesnt judge or condemn, but just loves.   Nothing in the whole world can change a person like the love of God.  And i know its true because ive lived thru it.  many of my previous posts have been questioning, confusion, emotions. just a jumble of broken mess that i am.  but last nite as i sat and watched my artwork burning in the fire, i felt freedom.  real freedom and like a giant weight had been lifted off my shoulders.  i felt peaceful for the first time in months. 

the blog that i wrote the other day- im sorry if i offended ppl by my language.  But im NOT sorry for speaking out the truth.  and that is that we’re all broken, we’re all nothing- unless we have God.  its Jesus who took it all for us, and people who try and hide their brokenness from others and themselves, are going to one day wake up to a harsh reality. 

i seriously cant understand why ppl wouldnt ask for help, but thats just me.  i wear my flaws and my sin on my arms.  ive got enough scars to last a lifetime, and i think its almonst a blessing in disguise.  i cant hide my struggles from people, therefore i have to deal with them.  and by being forced to see who u are when u dont have GOd and u have absolutely nothing is a big enough wake up call for me to flip the switch, turn the tables over, decide to turn my life around. 

i dont want to leave this earth without anything to show for it.  I dont want to die having done nothing for anyone else and just been used by people.  i want to love as much as i can- god and people.  and really thats the only thing that matters.

peace for now

corina