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How art thou, u judgemental prick?

Posted by: Administrator Post date: September 26th, 2009

I decided i hate when ppl think there so  fucking righteous, and hypocrites.  i dont hate the ppl, i just hate what  they do. 

Judge others to make urself feel better.

Plaster on a godly face so nobody knows ur secrets.

People that only wana hang with the “good” people.

FUckers that fuck me right over then go about their business like theyve done nothing wrong.

I am waiting for the time when i will see god’s justice come to pass and everyone is put in there place.  dont u know that we are all worthless pieces of shit without God??? doesnt ppl realise that?  mayb im the only one with enough balls to actually live a real life b4 other ppl and get judged for it. 

maybe everybody jus wants to live a fake happy chappy life, when deep down i know u feel so guilty, but ur too chicken shit to go and talk to someone, to ask for help. 

or maybe im just crazy?  for wanting to be real and not live a lie.  i dont need other people telling me im not perfect and i fuck up all the time, i know that already.  i have to live with myself 24/7, unlike u who see me for ten minutes and judge me like ur so holy urself.

i dont care wat u think about me.  ur probly reading this thinking wat foul language im using or that im really angry, and i am.  but at least i dont pretend to be someone im not.  ppl who get kicks out of looking down on others becos they’re not as good or as godly as them are more messed up then me… cos one day theyll wake up, look in the mirror, and see what a monster they really are. 

i wake up to reality everyday.  and its not a great or even good reality, but its reality all the same.  and you can try run from it but it will always end up catching up with u.  U cant escape from urself, thats one thing ive definately learnt.  U can look at who u r face on, see who u really are, and pray to God that he’ll have mercy on u. 

thats right im saying all the shit that everybody thinks and nobody says.  im not afraid to be judged, im not afraid of wat u think.  in fact- what u think of me is none of my business LOL!  At least im not running from the facts.  and ur opinion doesnt matter to me.  the only ppl who’s opinion matters is the ppl who REALLY love u and know who u are, flaws and all. 

i know that my weaknesses are obvious.  Ive had years of dealing with all of my personal battles being public, right there for everyone to stop and stare.  perhaps thats why im voicing this now. 

anyway, my point is that we’re all just as fucked up as each other- EVERY SINGLE ONE OF US.  and without God’s grace we’d all be nothing, just a pile of dust from the earth.  i hope ppl realise that in theyre own worlds, cos if u dont, ull wake up one day and realise what a monster u really are.

peace x x x

corina

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