life, is it really all that?
Posted by: Administrator Post date: July 3rd, 2009watching greys and pondering about life. how did i get to where i am now? its like i just woke up one morning and here i am, this lump of flesh sitting on my couch watching greys anatomy… i want to be able to love. i wish i could say my life and my mind was normal but its not. the pro’s dont even understand so how can a normal person understand? thinking about addictions- thats right its on greys, talking bout addictions. the only way to kick a habit is when u’ve hit rock bottom… but how do u know when u’ve hit rock bottom. sometimes it just seems like the spiral never ends, it continues to go down and down and gets darker and darker. sometimes life throws us curveballs- big ones! and we cant handle them. well we can, but just not in the best way. we do what we think is best. its not always the best. in fact, sometimes its the worst thing we can possibly do. we make these decisions thinking we’re doing good, when actually we’re jus hurting ourselves and everyone else around us. so, what do we do? keep going around the same circles? im not sure. life. it can really be a bitch sometimes.
