nearly over…& the twilight revolution is bak on.
Posted by: Administrator Post date: November 23rd, 2009Coming up to the end of my art degree at uni, thats right- this fri is the big night which weve all been working so hard towards- our graduation show! so excited! at least i come out of this degree with more then just a certificate. looking back on my last 3 yrs of uni and man, wat a journey its been. all the ups and downs and rounds and rounds but its nearly over. and then onto a yr of honours lol if i get in.
saw twilight New Moon on the wknd- twice. i couldnt believe it that wen i walked into hoyts on the wed night, there was a merchandise stand with everything Edward selling. feel sorry 4 all those poor teenage girls out there who actually believe there is a man (or vampire) out there like edward cullin. in a few yrs time theyll experience love and realise its not what they saw on the movies- in fact its hard hard work. loving someone isnt just a good feeling, its loving them and showing it even when they piss u off or let u down. Love always sees the best in people.
its so funny (well not really) how we have this idea of love and romance in our head, and in one moment it can all come crashing down. No guy or girl will ever fill that entire void that u feel. No guy or girl can change someone just becos they love them. i think thats the mistake that people make… going out with someone and trying to change them…. hoping that theyll change cos they love u… but it so doesnt work like that. as much as i love twilight (& edward cullin lol) it really does set us up for failure in our relationships, if we let wat we see on the big screen shape our ideals and beliefs about love.
maybe people change becos they love the ppl around them- but they wont change by someone trying to make them. the world jus doesnt work like that. people dont work like that. i wish it was that simple.
talking to this artist today and i find him really inspiring, ive let his work and his words influence me and let me believe that im someone im not- that my art is representing me. but i realised today, that im not who he thought i was. maybe i was last yr, or 6 months ago, but the people i am living with now love me so much that i want to change for them- and i have. slightly lol. still getting there but ive found that change is a very long road. that change can often take a lifetime for some. and some will never change. they are so comfortable and rigid in their old ways that their heart is stubborn and hard towards something that is new, that could be good or great or the best thing in their world! it makes me sad, knowing that there are people in the world who will never change- never step out and get over their fears, or challenge wat they think about themselves, or stand up to something that is injust. life is unfair. we all get thrown shit in life and its whether we let it take control of us that determines how our quality of life will be. do we give in to whats been dealt? or fight for a better life.
hmmm…perhaps ive said too much. leave u to think about it.
peace.
corina.
