ups and downs
Posted by: Administrator Post date: August 5th, 2009up and down.
down and up.
mood is always changing, always moving like a rollercoaster ride. i never seem to be quite stable and straight and level headed. thoughts dont always make sense and its easier to sometimes jus sleep the day away.
in my dreams i run and dance under the moon and everything is beautiful, oh so beautiful with dew covered little flowers and green grass and the amazing nite sky filled with stars that sparkle. i wonder if my eyes still have the same sparkle that they did when i was young and innocent, a child exploring the world and not knowing the pain and hurt out there in the world that fills so many people each day.
the nite time haunts me yet i find it mesmorizing, inviting me in to the darkness and black of night. it calls my name and i follow the soothing and familiar voice that always seems to find me wherever i am. i hide and run and close my eyes until the black is gone and i can see clearly again.
