when it rains, it pours
Posted by: Administrator Post date: July 10th, 2009sitting here watching the rain fall. can hear it hitting the tin shed roof that is my home at the moment. and its pouring… the rain is pouring and all this shit in my life is pouring down on me aswell. how do u deal with betrayal and distrust and loss of hope of the one person who is meant to love u unconditionally? i dont know if u can. the good old saying of “fight or flight” response… well im running away. dont have the energy to be bothered to fight this battle. not this one. other battles i can fight, i wont run away from, but this one is just too much.
sleep sleep sleep… u can sleep ur life away. or get up and actually face shit. the sleeping option sounds much better.
am trying to stay sane… its quite a hard thing to do when u feel like ur INsane, losing the plot, a total nutter lol! fuck all this bullshit. am i sane or crazy? i ask myself that all the time. im really not sure what the answer is.
